Paranoia;

Saturday, June 24, 2006

i went for the sscc audition todae and it was a DISASTER!!! trust me... i noe.... i hit a bag full of wrong notes.. the keys juz culdn't get into mii brain... now aren't i dumb...... i wun be surprised if i get a letter saying "thanks for trying, but you are too stupid for us" haiz... anywae juz got back the pics dat i took in malaysia... dun plan to post them coz i look like an idiot in them.....

Thursday, June 22, 2006

WTH!!!!!!mii post got deleted!!! stoopid com.... now i've to retype it ALL OVER AGAIN!!!!! argh... anywae i'm BACK!!! juz came back from malaysia.. went for 4 daes..... took a bus there and a train back.... quite ok lar.... went to Ipoh first to visit the relatives on mii dad's side then we went to KL to visit mii cuz at MINES resort..... went wif mii mum, dad and aunty....i diddn't really gotta buy much stuff for ppl coz there weren't much nice stuff there... but i managed to get 1 tshirt, 2 skirts, and 2 pairs of shoes for MIISELF!!!! hahahaha..... but i missed evryone back in singapore ALOT when i was there.... especially JOEL!!!! argh.... he's still not online yet.... i wonder if he'll be going online todae....

skool's startin on mondae and mii hmwk is 1/4 done... aren't i pro? i noe i am.... lolz... but i a really dreading the thought of going back to skool.... the long bus ride to skool and back wif no one to tok to on the bus.... the early mornings and the heavy books i have to carry around.... haiz.... i wish someone culd take the bus to skool wif mi... but.. nvm... i better not wish for dat... later kena mii mum go to skool wif me then i die.... haha..... anywae.. I'M PRO-ER THAN WENJIN!!!!!! haha

Friday, June 16, 2006

haiz... i think i'm gonna get sick...anywae i'm kinda sleepy... but i juz can't get to sleep.... evrytime i wanna sleep, i juz keep thinking of Him... lolz... anywaes, i hope i dun get sick now.. if not i wun be able to enjoy the rest of mii hols.... i'm bored now....

miin came ovr todae... we crapped alot... we went down arnd 2+ to go play badminton and see Joel... but mii dad came along and i wasn't able to tok to Him.. and i think ... sorry... i KNOW Joel got angry... and He is still angry.... haiz....i wonder how long He will stay angry

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

I used it against her.... i dunno why i did it...i juz did... i never evr did it before... this was mii first time.... i got hurt more than she did....ok... i'm rattling... oh yar.. i edited mii profile... whoeva's readin this go see it kaes....haiz.... oh shit...

Sunday, June 11, 2006

did 2 of my maths wksheets todae.... quite a big accomplishment for me.... hope i'll be able to finish up the rest of mii hmwk in time lol... muz laugh alot tonite... so i dun laugh so much in church tmr.... thinking about tmr... haf to go to church so early in the morning... and i'm still awake.... dunno how i am gonna do it... surely wake up lookin like a panda tmr, then kena laugh at.... so ke lian.... oh no.... self pity again....... muz laugh more muz laugh more muz laugh more......... i think i am dotting more than i'm laughing.... so sian..... i was juz lookin at my report book and i realised how badly i did this term compared to last term.... my overall marks are damn bad.... need to work harder... plan to mug alot the last quater of the yr.... so muz go out alot the third quater of the yr...... i hope mii frens will wanna go out.... if not i'll be very bored.... lolz...

Thursday, June 08, 2006

juz got back from camp todae......super tired....... camp was quite fun.... and congrats to those who got promoted and won prizes... i think the cadets really bonded during camp.... although all of us had our iriitatin moments... especially....... we are closer now than we were before camp and we got to noe each other better.... we also helped each other alot during camp which really bonded us....

First day:

lunch: survival cooking
dinner: fried noodles

Second day:

breakfast: bread wif spread
lunch: budget lunch(80 cents per person)
dinner: BUFFET!!!!!!
supper: left over from dinner....

Third day:

Breakfast: bread wif spread

it's quite obvious which was the best meal of the whole camp... lolz..... haha......

Sunday, June 04, 2006

Went shoppin wif my aunt, mum and victor aftr choir todae.... i was TORTURED to listen to victors medical procedures..... most of them including needles... making me super squirmish.... i was like squealing in utter disgust...... he described in detail about blood cultures which nearly make me puke...... gross.....stoopid lar...... so my mum didddn't really get to shop as much as she wuld haf liked to due to my constant complaining.... hahaha.... so fun.... diddn't haf to go shopping.....

omg..... i'm uber bored..... it's like... erm... in the middle of the night... and i'm blogging.... oh no... wad if i'm becoming like one of those old ladys hu haf too much time in their hands!!??!!! oh no... HELP!!!!!argh.... there's actually something staring at me waiting for me to do.... dat's HOMEWORK!!!! I can't believe i got 3 maths worksheets to do... tough luck.... and they aren't those type of simple addition types..... it is ALGERBRA!!!! the dreaded one.... oh no.... anyone thinks they can help me.... PLEASE!!!!! I can't bring myself to do it....... it's like a pain in the ass...... haiz.......

Friday, June 02, 2006

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haiz.... so bored... oh yar... by the wae, i'll be M.I.A nxt week frm tues mornin... till thurs aftrnoon.... yupps.....so if u dun see me online.... I DIDDN'T DIE!!!! too bad melvyn.... i noe u can't wait for me to die.... well why dun u die, then u wun haf to wait for me to die.... isn't dat a good idea....... hahahahahaha...... oh yar..... the pic below is my kindergarden pic...... if u recognise anyone frm the pic, please tag their name and position in the pic on the tagboard..... and contact details too.... if u noe....and please dun be lame and point out where i am... -__-"..... and dun rip the pic hor....