Paranoia;

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

haven't been posting for the past few days coz mii mum has been making mii study.... anywaee todaee they told us we had to clear our lockers by todaee.... so pissy lar.... then on mii way home aftr training i had to carry 1 whole load of books by hand, and to add to the burden, it was pouring damn heavily... i got soaked lar..den i took the bus and i was FREEZING!!! coz i was drenched and the air con was damn cold.....anywaee tmr going wif kodi go back to primary skool.... i wonder if any of mii teachers haf chnged... i hope not.. i still miss primary skool days..... haiz...all those memories... well... new start now....

to himm: i read the email....i'm not angry.. i'm juz..... "amused"

Saturday, August 26, 2006

went to go see mii uncle juz noww.... den went to eat dinner den came home... i realised that i had left the milo i made just now in the fridge when i wanted to take mii cup to get ice cream... so had to go through the tedious process of drinking the milo and washing up the cup.. think i got a brain freeze coz the milo was damn cold....

tohim-i love u loads kae... juz wanted to tell u if u are reading this..coz u aren't online.....>.<

Friday, August 25, 2006

realised dat i haven't posted for a few daess.. lols... i diddn't go for training todaee... but i went the past two daees... haiz... so tired now.... gonna go sleep..

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

i'm dead... i'm sooooo dead... the paper haf to be signed i died.... i'm dead.... i'm gonna cry.... shit.... too emo these daees... i hope i go dry soon...... if not.... the consequence is unthinkable...

Monday, August 21, 2006

I HATE MII SELF.... i can't believe it... i like cried damn badd.. it was soo paiseh!!!! aaarrrggghhhh!!!! RAWWRRR!!!!i hate miislef for dat.. and for being stupid... i suddenly stupidified overnite... shitt...

Sunday, August 20, 2006

ohkay.... final updates of thanks for pressies:

thanks to:

klaryssa
michelle
sarah
joel
vanessa

yupps... i think dat's abt it... anywaee todaee had choir... quite boring overall-as usual... haiz... so bad... anywaee i went shopping aftr choir wiff mii mum coz she wanted to buy mii a new watch...well in the end she bought mii this silver and pinkk watch....quite nice lar.... lol

Saturday, August 19, 2006

happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me
happy birthday to meeeeeee....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

lol... i noee dat's totally ego but yar... it only comes once a year... anywaee flag day todaee was quite fun... managed to get mii tin 3/4 full..... anywaee to continue thanking ppl

thanks to:

everyone who wished mii happy bdaee
and victor for the MONEKY(i may consider naming it COURTNAYYEE!!!jkjk..)

anywaee i lurve ALL mii pressies and all the people hu gave mii bdaee wishes.... shall up dtae wif the final list tmr kae....

Friday, August 18, 2006

thanx evryone for the early wishes and pressies....

thanks to:
courtney and marc(-ahem!!) for the earphones
louisa for the pencil case
lizzie for the buffer
denise for the chick/duck
melvyn and joshua for the cute lil' piggy!!!
gerard for the early bdaee wish
vanessa for the early bdae wish
klaryssa for the early bdaee wish
yu fan for the early bdaee wish
shelley for the early bdaee wish
mii class for the early bdaee wish(sorry i can't type out evryone's names so i generalise)
erm... if i forgot anyone else sorry kaee...

yupps.... and erm... thanks? to those who embarrased mii wif that bdae song in skool... and to klaryssa hu started to sing mii a bdae a song in plaza sing.?? yar... i guess dat's abt it... will update more tmr....oh yar.. will be going for flag daee tmr round tp..... lol.... i'm paired up wif audrey...

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

waaaa......... i can't believe it.... i couldn't have.....argghhhhh... i did.... bye-bye activities bye-bye free time.......... haiz........ why did i get miiself into such deep shit??FREAKKK........

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

i am supposed to be at mass now... but mii mum diddn't allow mii to go coz i'm sick..so sian lor... at home... but at least got to skip tuition todaee... haiz.... mii life is soooo boring....... i think i'm gonna die of boredom soon if one of mii teacher's dun kill mii first....

Monday, August 14, 2006

okaee to continue wad happned yesterdaee... well, aftr choir i went to mii grandma's hse... and we were watching this dvd when suddenly mii aunt said dat mii cuz was sleepin upstairs.... it was quite shocking as we diddn't even noe he was there and we diddn't even see his shoes... anywaeee when i had to go home, mii cuz said he wuld follow us and we fought up the stairs(iwas standing in front of him trying to block his way.... it was damn funny lar.....

now for wad happened todaee... this morning i went to skool as ussual though i am still sick... then during assembly, i felt giddy and ALMOST fainted... lolz... i grabbed on to mii runawaee science lab partner hu was nxt to mii.... anywaee the first period was chinese... and i told mii chinese teacher i diddn't feel well and she asked mii to sit outside the class for some fresh air as the room was air conditioned... den lizzie followed mii outside... louisa den went to ask the chises teacher if she culd go find mii literature teacher and ask her if i culd take mii exam now and go home right after...(i have lit exam todaee at 1305).... so mii, lizzie and louisa went to go look for her(they actually diddn't want mii to go... but i insisted) anywaee when we finally found her, she said she had to go ask the teacher-in-charge... den the teacher came out and she was like.. u dun look well enough to take ur exam i think u beeter go home... juz rmbr to get a mc... den she went to call mii lit teacher and mii lit teacher called mii parents and mii mum came to pick mii up frm skool... then i went to the doctor.... and he gave mii quite alot of medicine to take... and i oso managed to get a 2 day mc for todaee and tmr... so i may not take mii maths exam tmr... lol.....mii maths teacher is gonna freak....... haha .... anywaee i'm sitting at home now bored outta mii witts and NOONE's online!!!...... ARGHHH........

Sunday, August 13, 2006

juz got home... i went to mii grandma's hse..... todaee quite okaee lar... was sick but still went to church... then went for choir.... mii, elizabeth and marrissa were crapping abt during the break singing all the old pcc songs.... quite fun lar... but i think the rest tot we were mad as we were singing our own parts.... anywaee i'll finish this tmr... mum's bugging mii to get off com...........

Saturday, August 12, 2006

i stayed at home the whole day todaee(so guai ritee? i noee)... coz i sick lar.. no choice.. can't go out...tmr still haf to go for cat class though i'm sick.....

Friday, August 11, 2006

miin!!i linked u liaos... u are under EXTRAS... right at the BOTTOM!!! hahahaha.... anywaee i feel super sick.... and bored.... well can't do anything abt it now, can i? trying to think of smthin to permanantly occupy mii time if anyone got suggestions, please tell mii on mii tagboard kae!! thnx!!!

when i woke up this morning i realised that mii voice had flew away.. but luckily it flew back at abt 9am... now i feel super sick... mii throat hurts, mii head hurts and i haf a runny nose... it sux.... totally.. i feel like one of those leaking taps.... arrgghh.......... i feel AWWW-FFUULL!!!someone HHEEELLLPPP MMMMEEE!!! yess... dat's wad i wanna do... scream mii lungs out..

Thursday, August 10, 2006

anthr quiz......
IN THE PAST 24HRS HAVE YOU
1. Cried: No....
2. Worn jeans:Yess....
3. Met someone:MyMum'sFrens....
4. Done laundry: No...IOnlyDoThe"laundry"WhenI'mBlackmailed
5.Talked on the phone:Duh...WhoWuldn'tHaf?
6.Said I love you:DunThinkSo
--------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN-------------
8. Yourself:IThinkSo
9. Your friends:IThinkSo
10. Tooth Fairy:WhenIWasAKid-Yes...Now-No
11. Destiny/Fate:Nope..
12. Ghosts:Nope-BelievingInGodIsAMuchBetterChoice
13. UFO's:No....
-------------FRIENDS AND LIFE--------------
14. Do you ever wish you had another name?
Sometimes
15. Do you like anyone?
Yes...
16. Which one of your friends acts the most like you?
Erm...IDunno?
17. When you cried the most who was there?
MyBed
18. What's the best feeling in the world?
ICan'tRemember
19. Worst Feeling?
ThatTime....
20. What time is it now?
9.25PM
--------WHICH IS BETTER----------
21. Chocolate or vanilla?
Chocolate!!XD
22. Coke or Pepsi?
There'sNoDiffRitee?
23. Love or Lust?
Love<<3
24. Sprite or 7UP?
7Up!!
25. Girls or Guys?
TheyHaveTheirOwnProsAndCons
26. Scruff or Clean shaved?
Depends...
27. Blondes or Brunettes?
NoDiffAsLongAsTheyAren'tBimbosOrBitches
28.Tall or short?
DependsOnTheSituation
29. movies day or night?
Doesn'tReallyMatterRitee?TheCinemaWIllBeDarkNoMatterWhat
-------WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX------
31. What do you notice first ?
Looks...Composure??
32. What type of girl/guy do you like?
That'sForMiiToNoeeAndUToFindOutIfUWantTo
----------THE LAST TIME YOU...-----
33. took a shower?
JustNow
34. Last time you cried?
AMonthAgo??
-----WHO-----
35. Makes you smile?
MiiFrens,Him
36. Who can make you smile no matter what?
MyCuzzie
37. Has a crush on you?
Noone?ButIfthereIsIReallyWannaNoe!??!!
38. Are you in love right now?
YESSSS.....
--------DO YOU EVER--------
39. Sit by the phone waiting for a phone call?
Sometimes??
40. Save AIM conversations?
AllTheTime
41. Wish you were someone else?
yes...sometimes....
42. Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?
NOWAY!!!I'mNotATrans
43. Wear perfume?
No....
44. Go online for longer than eight hours at a time?
I'dRatherSleep..
--------WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...---------
45. That you saw?
MyDad
46. You talked to?
MyMum'sFrens
47. You hugged?
VanessaAndKlaryssa-DatWasSaturdaee....
48. You instant messaged?
ClaraLizzieAndArielle
--------DO YOU?-------
51. Color your hair?
No...
52. Have tattoos?
No..
53. Have piercings?
Yar...OnMyEars??
54. Have on lipstick?
I'mGonnaSleepSoon...
55. Own more than 10 pairs of flip flops?
No....
56. Like someone?
YESS...
57. Hate someone?
NotReally
58. Have any money on you?
NO!!!I'mGonnaSLEEP!!!!

i didn't hafta go to skool todaee!!! anywaee was quite boring lar... juz lazed arnd the whole day... i think i transformed into a pig liaos..... lol... i'm so bored... i think i'm gonna go mad liao... muz go look for more quizzes to do!!! argh!!!!!!!

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

WHOs
Who is in the house with you?
MumDad
Who are you thinking about now?
MeHimMe
Who did you last talk to on the phone?
MyAunty-SheJuzCalledAndIPickedUp
Whose house did you last go to?
MyOwn
Whose birthday is next?
DarrenAw
Who was the LAST person you loved but not anymore now?
Him
Who do you hope will take this survey?
SomeoneAnyoneEveryone
WHATs
What is your most used away message?
Hmph
What is your favorite website?
Blogger
What is your favorite shoe brand?
NotSure

What was the last thing you ate?

Rice

What was the last thing you drank?

Water

What is the closest item near you that is blue?

PlasticBag

What instant messaging service do you use?

Msn

What is your favorite color? (1 only)

Blue

What song are you currently hearing?
ITurenedOffMySpeakersSoIAmListeningToThatVoiceInMyHead
WHEREs
Where do you live?
Tampines
Where is your phone?
InIt'sCradle
Where do you sleep?
OnMyBed
Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
I'mNotWearingAShirt??!!
Where did you get this survey?
Friendster
WHEN'S
When is your birthday?
19thAug*hint*
When did you last burn a candle?
Er...ICan'tRemember
When did you last see your dad?
AFewMinsAgo
WHYs
Why does basically half the world have aFriendster?
IWonderWhy...
Why do we have to go to school?
CozOurParentsThinkThatBySendingUsThereWeWillGetSmarter
Why are you taking this survey?
CozI'mVeryBored

juz came back from the NDP... was quite fun... anywaee there was this guy sitting behind mii, mii mum and mii cuz(victorAKAmary poppins... haha) and when he first sat down, he started complaining abt the electric fan which was in the fun pack... then he turned on his portable tv(yes, he even brought a portable television to watch the parade when he was watching it live!!) and he started complaining abt everything... his son got so fed up then he even told him to keep quiet... this is what happened when the man's son told him to keep quiet:

son: keep quiet!!
man to his wife: did u hear that? he told mii to keep quiet!!

how lame is that??!! anywaee he was like doing a commentary throughout the whole parade... and it was quite irritating and funny...

sumthin funny happened when i reached home... mii mum freaked out when she opened the pot of curry she cooked... coz the lotus roots soup(yum!!) which she cooked was mixed wif the pot of curry(very yummy) she cooked lolz.... turns out mi dad accidentedly puoured the soup into the curry... i was laughing and laughing and laughing..... haha......

the past few days i've been super bored super easily.... hope this wears off quickly or i'm gonna go mad!!! i'm going to watch the NDP live later.... wenjin said she'll be "performing" at the west entrance*crosses fingers and hopes not to see her* i heard angie's going too.... hmmm wonder where she'll be sitting... hope i can see her coz maybe she can give a bit more extra chinese tuition... lolz... i dunno when i became so guai... but i really wanna do well for this chinese ca coz the teacher has been picking on mii like siao and i seriously need to prove to her... i realised that i've been blogging alot the past few days... must be because of the boredness i feel(is there such a phrase?).....

once schools starts on fridaee, it'll be continuous CAs until thursday... haiz... but i seriously dun plan to study much for them... well at least they finish before mii bdae... i hope i can go out on that fridaee coz i dun wanna be bored at home again... anywaee i'll be doing flag day on mii bdae.. hope all goes well and i wun meet unfriendly ppl....i wonder hu i'll be partnering to do flag day... hope i get to do wif lizzie... it'll be very fun if we do it together...but most likely they'll separate us... so sad derhx....

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

we marched todaee!!! lolz... it was very fun lar.. but standing there listening to the national day msg was quite tiring.... anywaee we had to wear the white "mickey mouse" gloves... and through the performances, we were wearing the gloves and moving our hands according to the song... evryone was turning behind to look at us coz the whole squad was sitting behind together on chairs...

went out wif louisa aftr the national daee thing... we went to parkway.... we were crapping lar.... anywaee, i saw this family fweennn... and like i was staring at him and he was staring back... and like we diddn't saee hi.... and louisa made mii chase aftr him... but i till diddn't saee hi.... it was wierd and lame and embarassing lar... and then louisa and her fwen chloe started shouting dat guys name... i diddn't noee where to put mii face lor...... so embarassing!!!! and i still hafta get mii revenge on him for calling mii a bitch during CNY....

Monday, August 07, 2006

juz reached home from training...again... anywaee i had to stand through the WHOLE bus ride back.. it was damn tiring lar...don't wanna talk abt it... juz thinking abt it makes mi blood boil... skool was okay todae.. i guess....well... tomorrow is the day we have been preparing for... wish us good luck!!

Sunday, August 06, 2006

kaee... this post is to clarify stuff... well i juz need to clarify dat though miin is mii best fren, i still think dat she is an egoistical, slutty bitch.... but we are still besties...(she thinks i'm a slut/bitch too-but i am not) anywaee i juz reached home abt half an hour ago... got training tmr AGAIN... i dunno how i am gonna wake up tmr morning....

Mii mum and I juz realised that our neighbour's flag is hung the wrong way round AGAIN for the second yr running... lol... mii mm was like.."eh let's see if they hung their flag the wrong way again" then we were like straining our eyes to look at it frm downstairs and it REALLY was hung the wrong way round... we were like laughing damn hard lar....

Went for cat class this morning... i walked in half way through the opening prayer... i diddn't even noee it was the opening prayer until i heard felicia sae the word "lord"... anywaeei went for 9.30 mass aftr cat class.... i nearly fell asleep-as usual.... after that mii mum, dad and I went to the market there to eat brunch.... i ate nasi bryaani(mutton)... it was ok lar... but they gave a lot of rice... after that mii and mii mum went to go buy the hair net i needed... and then it started to rain... so got no choice but to walk home in the rain... and now i'm home sitting in front of the com blogging...............i got choir later at vch at 3... so most likely leaving mii hse soon.... but now i'm bored... VERY bored... wonder what i shld do... i tried calling miin but she's at church and she said she'll call mii aftr church.... but i noee she wun coz she nvr does..... i think this is pressumably mii longest post so far-not counting the quizzes.......

Saturday, August 05, 2006

bored.. AGAIN... anywaee i decided to do another one of this

5RandomThingsAboutMe
1.I'llJustSuddenlySaySomethingOutOfTheBlueInTheMiddleOfAConversationOrLesson
2.ILoveMyBed
3.ILoveBluee...EspeciallyLightBlue
4.IReplaceTheWordF**kWithFreak
5.I'mCurrently70%HappyAnd30%Bored
5ThingsThatScareMe(1 is most feared and 5 is least feared)
1.-IShallNotSayItInTheEventThatAnyoneWhoReadsThisUsesItAgainstMeHaha..-
2.NeedlesBloodSurgeryAnythingThatHasSomethingToDoWithCuttingUpOrPokingOfHumanBodyPartsOrOrgans,WhichWillCausePainOrConsistOfBlood
3.SomeoneScaringMeFromBehind
4.CatechismClass-ItGetsSoBoringThatItIsQuiteFreaky
5.NotBeingAbleToSpeak
5ThingsILikeMost(1 is the most and 5...is the least of the most...er... yar)
1.MyComputer2.MyTele
3.MyBed
4.MyMP3
5.NiceFictionBooks
5ThingsIOftenSay
1.Freak
2.Shit
3.Fucker
4.WadThe...
5.Asshole
5PeopleToDoThis
1.Courtnayye!!!
2.Louisa!!
3.MyRunawayScienceLabPartner
4.Denise!!
5.EVERYONE!!!
p.s.-IDon'tThinkNo.1,2And3WillSeeThis...DeniseMayReadThis...IHopeSo....

i am OFFICIALLY BORED OUTTA MII WITS!!! so i decided to do this thing which i got from courtney's bloggie lol...

Name 20 pple at the top of ur head.Don't read the questions till u reached them.At the end, get 5 ppl to do this.

1.courtnaaye
2.louisa
3.beatrice
4.ms mazlind
5.yanglin
6.marcpeh
7.joel
8.melvyn
9.vanessa
10.denise
11.hillaryhoo
12.hillary koh
13.jaime
14.marrissa
15.gerard
16.clifford
17.darren
18.vincent
19.victor
20.elizabeth

How did you meet #14?
school..duh!!
What would u do if #9 and #20 went out?
erm.. ewww......they are STRAIGHT!! and they don't even noee each other
Will #6 and #17 make a gd couple?
I noee they are half gay.. but won't courtney be heartbroken?
Describe #3?
hmmm... lol.. dunno wad to saee... haha
Tell me something abt #7
lol... hahahaha
Do u know anyone from #12's family?
yar... i noe her and she's from her own family.. duh!!
What is #8's favorite hobby?
BULLYING ME!!!
What language does #15 speak?
i wonder too.....
Who is #9 dating?
dunno leh... i think single
How old is #16 now?
very old!!! abt 89 if i'm not wrong hahahaha!!
When was the last time you spoke to #13?
er... yesterdaee? we are in the same class...
Who is #2's favorite singer or band?
CLICK5!!.. i forgot wad else... shld haf asked mii dat question for coutney instead.. but then dat list wuld be long.....
Will you date #4?
omg.... ms mazlind... okaeeee..........
Will u ever date #7?
seriosusly.. i think this question is like WRONG!!!
Is #15 single?
i dunno....
What is #10 last surname?
er.. ng? kristen ng?
Will u ever be in a serious relationship with #11?
hahahaha.... lols... no!!! lol... hahahhaha
Which school does #3 go to?
IJTP!!!!!!
Where does #6 live?
er.. simei....
What is ur favorite thing abt #5?
MiiRunawayLabPartner!!!
Have you ever seen #1 naked?
I think u shld ask **** this question....
People who need to do this[5 AT LEAST]:
THOSE HU SEE THIS!!!!!

Thursday, August 03, 2006

it's been a week since mii last post... haha.... anywaee went to support the seniors in the CAC comp last saturdae... dat was the week end which mii com went haywire... anywaee it's better now.. and the cpu cover is damn cool!!! but the internet connection speed is quite scary... 16 MORE DAYS TO FLAG DAY!!!-yar rite.. like i'd care sooo much abt flag daee....- but sti;; 16 MORE DAYS TO.........!!! yay!!!!! i haf been having rc training the pats few days so i diddn't post... and we FINALLY got our rc shirt liao!! it looks damn nice!!yupps