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    Wednesday, February 28, 2007

    sometimes in life, we get confused at why some things are happening to us, but most of the time the damage such does to us is often little or none at all. instead, we gain valuable experiences which helps us grow in ways we do not realise until one day when we stop and think: what happened to the old me? but when involved in such a situation, we question god, or even blame him at times, why he must do things to us, but rarely do we thank him for such a journey which he gave us. maybe we would thank him for making sure we diddn't get into trouble, but still..i realised todaee that it is very easy to plan on how to change the world and how it thinks, for example, if someone made everyone believed that cotten wool suddenly became sooo valuable and diamonds became invaluable, wun the cotton wool manufacturers suddenly strike it rich? you see, it's very easy to saee such a thing, but with free will that god gave us, it's close to impossible to make everyone believe such an absurd idea... by this we see how much god wants us to b unique and responsible by allowing us to make our own choices. we only thank god for the good things he has done, for the bad things, we question me and for those that he doesn't do or we don't see, we dun even mention it to him.. which is quite unfair i guess... but sometimes we think he is supposed to be doing this and that for us... but he isn't.. he diddn't need to give us free will... he could have just made us like dolls in a doll house he could play about with.

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    Tuesday, February 27, 2007

    having a headache... coz of some inconsiderate ppl in the bus who were talking about some scientific stuff and lame crap jokes and they were talking so damn loudly.. and they were behind me.... how shitty is that..tmr is geog... and english.. thursdaee is LIT.... NOOOO i wun be able to memorise.... 3 STORIESSS!!!!! HELPP it's like suicide....BLEAH

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    Monday, February 26, 2007

    had history and chinese ca todaee... one word:TOUGH... i'm gonna flunk it again... unluckiness...

    dream or reality

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    Thursday, February 22, 2007

    had GLP todaee.. it was T-I-R-I-N-G.... and my ankle started hurting AGAIN.. stupid thing... anywaee it was quite fun lar... LUNCH was the best part.. haha...too tired to blog anymore...

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    Wednesday, February 21, 2007

    waking up for school in 5 hrs and counting... i noee i shldn't be awake so late when tmr is a school daee... but... considering i just got home... yepps.. that's should explain stuff.. LESSON PLAN... OH NO... hellpiiieeess!!! what if.. it is too boring? too lame? not imformative enough? the demonstration is wrong? i forget my lesson-kinda impossible but yar-.... i dun think i'm freakking out but these thing can go wrong u noee.... there are like 2 ways a thing can go.. righttey way or wronngey way.. both ways u have to face it.. but right way's duh-ly easier to face than wrong way.. tmr(or shld i saee todaee) is ash wednesdaee... ABSTEINANCE(sp??) anywaee i think these fourty days may be a good diet for me... yepps.. no meat!!! i LOVE it!!!! anywaee thursdaee is glp... can't wait!!! i wonder how lizzie is gonna survive tracking... i thinik it'd be good exercise... LOSE SOME MORE WEIGHT!!! hahahahaha..

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    Sunday, February 18, 2007

    HAPPY CNY!!!! last night my mum dragged me out of bed just to accompany her to the night market....at 11.30 PM!!!! i was like asleep already!!!! ARGHHHH... anywaee i went to my grandma's hse todaee.... wierdness.. that's all there is to describe wad was gg on... haha

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    Sunday, February 11, 2007

    MY LIMBS HURT!!! ahhh... they are aching... must be coz of yesterdaee's evac..i've to go for choir todaee... oh no... haiz... todaee in church was super funny... melvyn's family was standing behind me and suddenly during the our father his younger bro and his cousin(i think it's his cousin coz he can't possibly have so many bro's ritte?) started "singing" damn loudly i was laughing like shit lar... it was HILLARIOUS!!!!heeheeheehee... i can't imagine if melvyn was like that when he was young... haha...

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    Saturday, February 10, 2007

    i had evac silver wkshop today...i think i sprained something called my ankle... coz something in my foot hurts now... the workshop was super tiring... and we had to sit there and listen to theory stuff... B-O-R-I-N-G!!!bleahs...!!!

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    Friday, February 09, 2007

    had SPA todaee.... *hopes and prays for 16* anywaee i bought 2 files todaee!! one purrrple and one greenn.... the purple one's for choir... haha... i got evac silver tmr... waaaaa.... i wanna sleep in..!! but i also wanna badge!! haha*greedygreedy* i feel a bit wacky today... must be the excess amount of eggs todaee... ate 2 1/2 egggs!!! YUMMY!!! i can just see the cholesterol shooting up highhighHIGH!!! heehee.... i'm mad... shall blog somemore tmr if i reach home before midnittee.. hahahaha

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    Wednesday, February 07, 2007

    Francesca is an Italian female given name, derived from the Latin male name Franciscus meaning 'free'. It is widely used in most romace languages, including Italian, French and Catalan, and etymologists are unsure as to the place of its origin. It is derived from the same source as the female name Frances, and the male names Francesc, Francesco and Francis.
    Francesca has two documented meanings; 'free-spirited', and 'from France'.

    source:wikipedia.. :)) I AM A FREESPIRT!!!

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    duty was quite funn... but the teacher got a bit fed-up with michelle cause of her sarcarsm... haiz.. you can't really blame michelle for being michelle you know.. anywaee i had to wrap books.. but i dun like wrapping books.. coz i alwaees get paper cuts... and today was no exception!! and when we were wrapping the big coffeetable book michelle insisted on looking through it... bleahsss... and we took some leftover plastic from the library after wrapping in the hope that we can use those stuff for om.. hee hee... i feel different.. i dunno why... there was this girl at the busstop todaee when i was taking the bus home... she started talking to me.. she's from ij primary... but surprisingly i diddn't find it wierd when i replied her.. it felt normal... i think i'm changing... maybe it's for the better, maybe it's one of those trials that god has planned for me... i wouldn't noee.. i would just have to wait and see

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    Tuesday, February 06, 2007

    i shall not mention auditions... anywaee i'm really really sick... and i went to bathe in cold water so now my flu's worse hee hee.. anywaee this sat's evac silver workshop is at TKSS!!!... argh.... i wonder if i can walk to my grandma's hse from there.... i shall go and check later...i hope i can... i wanna go there and sleep... and play badminton!!! and risk!! and monopoly!!! long time nvr play alr... can't wait for cny!!! surely will play one of these games.. i'm gonna wear last yr's choongsam again this yr so i just sent it for drycleaning.... my grandma alr warned my cousin not to wear black!!! hahahaha... got library duty tmr wiff michelle... more sarcarsm, actually it's quite fun.. other than the fact that..... michelle should noee what i'm talking abt... shall blog more tmr.. i hope.. =)

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    Monday, February 05, 2007

    looking back at the past now, i think i have caused quite a fair share of trouble wherever i went... i mean it's only in times when i lose my voice do i actually realise how peaceful it is without much noise from me... i get to think better and more clearly lar... and i realise how much i've been neglecting god in my life... i mean... lizzie told me the other day abt some stuff but it took me a hell lot of peace and quiet to fully realise what she said and let it sink in deep.... my rashness when i'm not sick has really gotten me into quite a lot of trouble and i hope that even after i get well, my brain will function before my mouth, like what it is doing now as my throat hurts too much to say alot.. i guess i also thought abt some other stuff but there's still one very difficult thing which i have yet to figure out... but that i have to figure myself cause i noee that no one would be able to figure it out for me..when felicia mentioned confirmation yesterdaee, it struck me how near i was to it and how unprepared i really am.. it's not like i dunno my bible stuff or anything, but i'm not very sure that i'll be able to lead myself on the right path of faith... i've seen many people stray away from the church after they are confirmed and i'm afraid that i will be like them and i know that people say that we should join a ministy after confirmation, but does that really help? and is it really necessary? i guess these questions will remain hanging there until the answers appear...

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    i have a flu and a sorethroat... HOW NICE!! and i got audi tmr...OH NO!!! SAVE ME!!! so disadvantaged.... i don't understand why some people have to show off so much... i mean they look like idiots when they are showing off lar... not like i never look like an idiot(i look like one almost all the time) but it's really "heart-wrenching" to see someone purposely going through ALL the trouble just took look like a DONKKAAAYEEE!!!! get the joke?? XD ASS-- HAHAHAHA!!! ok.. i noee it's lame but.. yar... and like i dun mean to bad mouth these people, but seriously, look at urself and think... DO I LOOK LIKE AN ASS??!! i'm not trying to be mean or evil or somthing like that to ANYONE in particular... but i feel kinda embarrased for these people, whoever they might be. and i noee that i am ALWAYS in a big fat mess so you dun have to think that i only know how to talk about other people when i can't even sort my self out. I guess it takes more effort to sort yourself out then to sort other people out as you are more critical and should i say, sarcarstic when it comes to something which involves other people, be it in dressing and what not. therefore i guess people should pay more attention to themselves too... like.. yar lar.... and i noee this may seem like crap but i'm saying this because of something i saw todaee.. i shall not mention what it is.. but some ppl shld noee wad i am talking abt.. :))

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    Thursday, February 01, 2007

    BAAAA... got hit on the head by the bball todaee... so shittyit liked landed right on top of my head and bounced of... so pain lor.. you must be laughing now.. but it's NOT FUNNY!! i'm still having a headache now... and it hit me at abt 8am lor... mrs tan said that if i had a headache past 12pm must go tell... but.. err.... i diddn't... bleahs... it's not that bad lor.. michelle says that i may have a blood clot somewhere in there now so i shld tell.. but i think i'll be ok after a good nite's rest tonitte... and then michelle started talking abt brain tumors and what not.... bleahs...

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