Paranoia;

Saturday, March 31, 2007

slept till 4 today.. and then woke up and got ready for church.. could have just slept till night.. if not for church... and then had rehersals.. i think i'm getting sick.. already have a flu.. all i need is a fever to complete this dumb sick thing.. then i wun have to go for passion play.. that'd be good right? i dunno..

Labels: church, passionplayrehersal, pig, sick

Thursday, March 29, 2007

i dun like being ca for head to toe survey... it's funny.. and wierd.. it's like being on a operation table while getting a massage and loads of "sugeons" are standing around you... wierdness... anyway tmr i have cat class in church.. can i not go??.. the answer is gonna be no larr.... so sad... i dun wanna go they are just gonna make us do like stations around the church i think... either that or they'll make us do meditation and reflection.. that makes me sleepy.. OINK

Labels: cat class, church, pig, red cross

Monday, March 26, 2007

elearning day again today.. i really don't understand what's going on, i feel i've already wasted 1/8 of my life...oh wells, thinking back on those "embarassing" moments in life, they aren't really so embarassing anymore.. i must be getting elephant hide.. haha

Labels: elearning day

Thursday, March 22, 2007

8last
8. last cigarette: never..
7. last beverage: water i think.. can't drink anything else coz i may lose my voice soon
6. last phone call: hillary hoo
5. last text message: i think it was lizzie
3. last BUBBLE bath: can't remember
2. last time you cried: 2 nights ago? maybe yesterdaee? alot??
1. last time you hugged someone: i think today.. or was it yesterday?
SEVEN have you's:
7. have you ever dated someone twice?: no... why break up if u are gonna be with that person
again? illogical
6. Do you believe in love at firstsight?: yesyes
5.missing?: PRIVATE
4. have you ever fallen in love?: yesyes
3. have you ever lost someone? relationship? or family? both yes anyway
2. have you ever been depressed?: how is one supposed to noee if she is depressed? coz if u noee
that are u are, means u may not be u are just trying to be
emo, but if u say u aren't, u may be, so there isn't really an
answer to that
1. have you ever had a heartbreak?: yesyes.
SIX things you did in the past threedays:
6. Went to school:kinda stupid question?
5. Went to work: yesyes.. in the hse
4. Colored: i'm not the artistic type
3. Got drunk: isn't that quite gross.. dun plan for that to happen in the near future
2. Slept: a few hours ago and in a few hours time
1. Hurt yourself?: the past 3 days... hmm.. other than not eating? oh yea.. rolling down the
stairs.. oh wait that's not 3 days.. then i dun think much..
THIS YEAR...
Made a new friend: yesyes
Laughed until you cried?: i think i do that everyday? well mostly unless i'm really sad
Went out behind your parents back: not really.. coz i just need to tell them where i am gg
Met someone who changed your life: drastic change? or just normal change? anywaee i think it's
a yesyes
Gotten close to someone: on what terms?
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF..
1. Love: please define which aspect first
2. Gay marriage?: there isn't a really politically correct ans for that, but it depends on if the
people getting married are really in love.. that sorta thing
3. Lowering the drinking age?: yes.. coz not everyone has to get drunk when they drink u
noee..
ABOUT YOU:
4. Str8, Gay, Bi?, Les, Butch,Passive: what do u think? STRAIGHT LAR
5. Who is the best hugger that you know?: please specify BEST
6. Do you believe in love at firstsight?: yesyes
Is there something you want to tellsomeone?: if it's for him, why shld i type it here?
8. what kinda shirt are you wearing? this white t shirt which i think is too small for me coz i'm
getting fat
9. How many kids do you want to have?: that's like far away i dun even plan what i'm doing
with myself tmr..
10. Do you have a good relationshipwith your parent(s): which one?
11. Do you want to change your name?: can i not talk abt that.. but the answer is NO
12. What did you do for your lastbirthday?: i blew out my bdae candles?
13. What time did you wake up today?: 5.30am
14. What were you doing at midnight?: watching tv
15. Name something you CANNOT wait to do? i dunno...
6. Last time you saw your father?: he's behind me...
17. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? that i noee who they are.. i just
wanna NOE
18. Which hand do you like better? right
19.What are you listening to rightnow? the msn beeping
21. Have you ever talked about someonebehind their back?: who hasn't PLEASE TELL ME
22. What's the last piece of clothingyou borrowed from anyone?: i can't remember
23. Who's getting on your nerves rightnow?: there is ONE person...
24. Most visited webpage?: i dunno
25. Coke or Pepsi?: coke
26. Do you have a crush?: eh... define crush
27. Have you kissed or been kissed byanyone in the past week?: my mum?
28. Do you disagree with a lot ofthings going on in the world?: yesyes
29. Do you think there's somemodels/people out there that shouldgain a couple pounds?: yesyes
30. Do you enjoy your friendship withyour friends?: yesyesyes
people to do this ::
TONG miin, marissa, jaime, lizzie, shawn hahahaha, desiree..

Labels: test

Saturday, March 17, 2007

yesterday's training was oh-so-tiring... it was like torture.. luckily there's only one of that.. today my mum and i were looking at my kindergarten pictures.. and she was like "oh look! you are the chubbiest!!" oh my gosh.. i could like DIEE.. must lose weight.. that was my new year's resolution.. but it hasn't been done yet... must get to that soon.

Labels: kindergarten, lose weight, new year's resolution, red cross

Thursday, March 15, 2007

training tmr.. ma'am angeline says it's tough.. i hope not.. i dun think i'll be able to take ppl shouting at me... wish me luck!!

Labels: red cross

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

haven't posted for a long time... i think talentime auditions went bad... oh wells.. what's done can't be undone i guess..

if you volunteer to do smthin with someone and the time comes for you to do it, you don't just run off home. what kind of volunteering is that? you don't just leave all ur work to someone or complain that it is too much for you to do. just by doing these kind of things, reflects the person in you and i don't really blame the people for thinking that about you and you, on the other hand, should learn from your mistakes. it has already been pointed out to you. why can't you take it in your stride? it won't kill you to change. especially if you are going to change for the better. why do you keep your ways? you aren't just pissing off the people around you, but you are harming yourself too.

some people just don't change do they.. and if they change, sometimes i don't know if it is for better or for worse

Labels: library cip, red cross

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

OWWWW... hurts... it's embarrasing too!!! aaarrrggghhh.... anyway why must some people pms sooo much? there are alr not enough hours in a day, why must they make life even shortr by making not only themselves but the ppl arnd them pissed? quite foolish dun you think? i think smiling and laughing is still always the best.. nothing can ever be better.. haiz sadly i guess some people do not think that way. it's people like that who cause the dreary weather.. if you know what i mean..

Labels: injury, pms

Friday, March 02, 2007

just when i thought i could slack for the post ca period and march hols, i stupidly realised that isn't humanly possible... STUPID ME... GAWD... help... i'm like gonna die... but i wanna get in!!! heehee hope i do well tmr!!!

Labels: holidays, post exam, red cross