Paranoia;

Thursday, April 26, 2007

today is a bad day... a veryvery bad day... i shan't say what happened.. but i think everything is a mistake...i will not say what either.. i shall just leave things as this.

Labels: reflection

Monday, April 23, 2007

wether i cut myself or not, does not concern you and neither is it due to you. if u think i'd cut myself because of you, please get a life. and please do not say any crap abt how even if it doesn't hurt me it will hurt my parents, coz if u even get to noee my family background, i can guarantee you that you'll regret you even brought that subject up. this is MY life. so as long as you STAY OUT of mine, i shall STAY out of yours.and if you think cutting oneself is a way of getting attention, you and all other THOUGHT WRONG. it's the worse way you can get attention coz when you cut urself, u want peace and quiet.. not ppl screaming at you and trying to snatch ur penknife away. and the only reason why i did that in class is for me to know.. not anyone else. wad i have told ppl has not been the full reason and i do not intend for anyone to noee the reason at all coz when that happens, you never noee who will come eavesdropping and telling someone else.(in this case, some other people) so to all those out there who thought i was trying to get attention today, i noee better ways then that, please don't insult me

Labels: reflection

Sunday, April 22, 2007

can't u mind your own buisness?i don't know how you found out abt my affairs cause i diddn't tell u. i think u should STOP listening to people's convos, coz if one day u get caught, u will get into trouble too. i mean there's a reason why i don't tell people stuff which i wanna do coz these people will freak out and make a mess of everything and my life by mixing everything up and making fiction into facts. and i can't defend myself by saying, it's my own brain so i should noe.. that NEVER works.. so can u just shut up and stop distorting facts which i haven't even told u abt? i mean like if u wanna listen to ppl's convo's please lar listen to it in whole, not in part. and after that don't go around anouncing to the whole world that u listened in to someone's convo and telling people distorted facts... i mean yeah i talk alot but i don't do things as bad as THAT ok... i mean u tell ppl MAJOR life ruining stuff which are not true...GET A LIFE

Labels: reflection

Saturday, April 21, 2007

met miin yesterdaee after the netball finals... did first aid duty.. i reached home and i was oh-so-tired and i was having this really bad headache that i just went to bathe and fell asleep... i slept till abt 10am this morning... then ate breakfast, studied abit and then slacked till abt 5 when i had to go to the airport to send my cousin off... vic if u are seeing this, WE'LL MISS YOU!! lols.. but i won't miss u messing up my hair :P at least u diddn't mess it up today before u left if not i'd be standing at the departure hall trying to find a way to neaten up my hair... haha... and then in the bus ride home i was reading this book and like i nearly cried... getting damn emotional lately.. must be pmsing... never noee. oh well, i shall finish up this post, stay online for a while more and then go to sleep.

Labels: headache, pms, red cross, reflection

Thursday, April 19, 2007

HILLARY KOH!!!! see lar.. now we have to go out again... we SHOULD have gotten it over and done with in the day... but we diddn't... oh wells i was tired TOO XD.....

Labels: photos

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

i am not supposed to be agitated or irritated because english exam is tomorrow. but currently, i am super irritated. i mean how can you plan a class outing like that? no offence but it isn't gonna work... (min)$200+ and (max) $400+... and you want us to pay up the whole year of class funds and an extra 10bucks just so we can do this? no doubt everyone voted for sentosa chalet.. but please lar.. why it won't work?
1) YOU CANNOT ASK EVERYONE TO PAY THE 10 BUCKS AND SAY THAT EVEN IF THEY AREN'T GOING THEY STILL HAVE TO PAY AND IT'S THEIR PROBLEMparents aren't gonna be happy lar...
2) it's a class outing u have to inform mrs tan.
3)if we spend our whole year of class funds, how are we gonna pay for other stuff?
4) we need adult supervision coz if anything goes wrong, we can't take responsibility and u can't even if u want to..
5) no offence, but what's the class comm for?
this is supposed to be the class comm's job and there is a reason why they aren't planning it now.. it is Mid-year's my dear girl, they noee how to manage their time.. that's why class outing most likely won't be in june hols right? can't you just stop and think of the consequences for once? now you have successfully stressed me out. i am sorry i had to take down ur post, but u could have at least consulted someone before doing such a drastic thing right? I AM STRESSED NOW... you really need to think things over...

Labels: class funds, class outing, exams

Sunday, April 15, 2007

IJ fiesta on friday was fun.. in some way... not in the games..but yar.. me, arielle, clara, hillaryh and sandra were helping mrs tan sell her stuff... yanglin helped us for a while and then she ran away.. my typical runaway science lab partner.. anyway i spent saturday slacking at my grandma's hse and waiting for my cousin to let me play command and conquer... which NEVER came.. that selfish cow... i went for mass today.. and then rushed to choir... typical sunday.. it's back to school tomorrow and exams are around the corner.. in the past 8 years of my school life, i still haven't been able to master the technique of studying, well you can't really count it as 8 years.. cause i only tried learning to study when i got to sec 1... but still you'd think i'd have learn something in those 6 years in primary school... oh wells...

Labels: ij fiesta, studying

Monday, April 09, 2007

FAILED my 2.4km today.. and after that nearly passed out... not my fault ok.. i forgot i was sick!! hahahaha.... so i have to do a retest.... bleahs....i dun wanna do... just let me fail!!! lols.... i really can't be bothered... anyway happy belated easter ppl!! oh yea.. my easter eggs are currently hidden so that i won't get tempted to eat them while i'm still sick... baaahhhh

Labels: 2.4km, sick

Saturday, April 07, 2007

went to yck stadium at 9 this morning and rehersed for the parade that was gonna occur later that day. it was so hot and there were alot of casualties. i got sun burnt... anywaee then after lunch, when the real thing was supposed to take place it started to drizzle, so at first they thought it'd be ok to let us march. but when we were standing at our places waiting for the GOH contingent to march in, the floodgates opened and water poured. after a while, they decided it was raining too heavily for us to stand there and they made us go to shelter. by then, we were SOAKED. and everyone was like rushing. and now, i am OFFICIALLY sick. poor me.. aarrrggghhh

Labels: red cross, sick

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

yay!!! 5GB!!!! hahahaha... and i managed to get an acting part when i thought i was hopeless!! surprisesuprise!! EASTER BUNNY SURPRISE!!! i wanteaster eggs.. I WANT A HUGE HUGE EASTER EGG MADE OUT OF CHOCOLATE.. hahahaha... did CIP today.had to be FIERCE... quite fun actually, but fierce? i don't think so lols... people may beg to differ but personally i agree. anyway LENTERN SACRIFICES should be going on for some ppl. yepps

Labels: easter eggs, zen