Paranoia;

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

i think my happy days ar here to stay. i've finally realised that since i'm here on earth, why not be happy? you can't take your own life, it's morally incorrect, so why punish yurself by being glum? The word emo comes from the word emotional or emotion which is a variety of emotions not just sadness or depressed-ness. so why not feel the other feelings when u are down instead of particularly those two? it may be hard, but that's what happy times are for right? to pull you up when u are down. friends are there too. true friends may be hard to find, but once u've got them, they are yours to keep forever. i know i haven't really been happy all the time, i've had my ups and downs but i've never consdered myself as being "emo" it's a wrong use of the word. god diddn't make humans to be sad and depressed and most people who say they are depressed aren't, they just say that cause they feel like it. but if those people culd just try being in the shoes of the depressed. we'll see what happens then. i kind of feel that if you are sad or demoralised, think of things to pull you up or find a person who can pull you up. you may need more than one for each aspect of ur life. GODLOVESYOUSOSMILEANDLIVEFORHIM!!!

Labels: reflection

Friday, June 22, 2007

is choir II good or bad?? oh wells.. school starts on monday and my hmwk is half done, my camp report is only done till day one and i shan't be home much for the next two days.... how lovely... maybe i shld get an mc and not go to school... MISSION IMPOSSIBLE.... so crap.....

Labels: choir

Sunday, June 17, 2007

on the bus ride home just now, this guy boarded the bus and blasted his music super loudly.. and it was like midnight? can't people be more considerate these days? what are earphones for? it is very irritating especially in the middle of the night. anyway my sunburn is still there.. i look roasted.. that, is NOT good.....AAAAHHHHHH... and now, i am officially confused when is the next camp.. sometime next month? but WHEN... AAAAAAAAHHHHHH-OINK- I AM A PIG FROM PLUTO.... oh yea i rmbred smthin... i gained 0.5kg in 3 days during camp.. is that BAD or is that BAD... now i have to shed 5.5kg... like 5 kg wasn't enough....

Labels: lose weight, pig, red cross

Friday, June 15, 2007

-OINK- i just came back from camp... and i'm like fried.. stupid sunburn...i am superdy duperdy tired... and the next camp is in abt 2-3 weeks... how sweet.. but the next camp will be more fun... i need SLEEP, but i gained 0.5kg from camp!! HELPHELPHELP. and next i have to do the camp report..... i shall DIE i tell you DIEDIEDIE. and i haven't really started on my homework... something tells me that the teachers are gonna come after my blood...

Labels: holidays, red cross

Sunday, June 10, 2007

did flag day today or should i say yesterday? i was supposed to be paired up with shannon but she diddn't come so they paired me up with stephenie. she's a junior. YAY!!! they trusted me with a junior!!! HAHAHAHAHA.....we walked from school to bishan and then walked back.. and we diddn't rest AT ALL until we reached back to school.... i am sooooo tired now.. and my legs were numb....OINK! i need my sleep... i haven't even packed my bags for camp and camp is in 3 days... i think i'm gonna be doing last minute packing..... how nice.

Labels: red cross

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

i got tagged by JAIME!!!...nvm gives me smthin to do.
EACH PLAYER OF THIS GAME STARTS OFF WITH 10 WEIRD THINGS, HABITS, OR LITTLE KNOWN FACTS ABOUT ONESELF. PEOPLE WHO GET TAGGED MUST WRITE IN THEIR BLOG 10 WEIRD THINGS, HABITS, OR FACTS, AS WELL AS STATE THIS RULE CLEARLY. AT THE END, YOU MUST CHOOSE SIX PEOPLE TO BE TAGGED AND LIST THEIR NAMES. NO TAG-BACKS!
1. I'm currently single and crushless XD (i noee alot of ppl will not believe this.. but heck).
2. The only reason why i wanna pick up my cousin this saturday when he comes back is because
i want to welcome him back with a hug to make him irritated and distruaght and pissed off in
front of his friends so they can see his evil side-if he knows this, he'll kill me.
3. I love to sit at my staircase to read after tuition if tuition finishes early.
4. I am in red cross.
5. I don't often stay broke long enough to starve.
6. I think a guy is more than what he looks and i don't normally like a guy for his looks.
7. I have never really wanted something alot to like obsess over it or something like that, most
of the time i may want something but if i can't get it i won't obsess, and i'll just forget about it.
8. I love God but i don't particularly enjoy going to church.
9. I feel that human nature should have boundaries so that there won't be church politics.
10. I love myself cause I believe that if u don't love urself u can't even begin to love others.
6 people to do this--> miin, courtney, marissa, shawn, hillhoo, YOU

Labels: test