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Saturday, July 28, 2007

SUPER CAM WHORE WITH MY NEW CAM!! here are two days worth of pics!! ENJOY!!

TWONEOHSEVEN!!!

JASMINE!! WE'LL MISS YOU AND GIGI!!

behind the baby bamboo tree!! GROW BAMBOO TREE!!

COURTNEY!! WHY DID YOU CUT BANGS!!

Lucky beatrice doesn't take chinese...

courtney, jaime and me!!

QISTINA!! WE SHALL WAIT FROM 2.1 TO 3.0 TOGETHER!! HAHA

no one wanted to take this with me so i took this alone.. aw.... YAY!! teeheehee

HILLKOH IS CAMERA-SHY... (LIKE REAL)

DIANAH!! CAN YOU STOP TALKING TO HIM FOR ONCE??!!

Jaime being lame and not wanting to smile. we took like 3 pics all the way down the stairs till we finally got this shot!!

Yanglin, arielle and me!! during gis... we took like a few shots and i had to stop yanglin from deleting this one!!

Berdua BILANG!!! HAHA!!

If anyone's wondering why i was not there, WHO IS TAKING THE PICTURES??!!

HAHA!! after this, i diam them and walk off!! FUN-NESS!

DENISE!! she diddn't wanna take a pic with me so she took the pic FOR me. x)

Ok. denise is changing behind me. oops. u diddn't noee that.

Labels: pictures x)

Thursday, July 26, 2007

i had full sing through for rehersals today.. i think i learnt something new today... actually quite alot of things.. everything has been spinning so quickly around me the past few days and i can't even remember the last time i slept cause it feels like i never get sleep, or should i say enough sleep.. but i can't make myself sleep early at night cause i remember all the work i'm piling up. i'm slowly clearing my work during promenade but the time does not benefit me much as i end up stoning cause the bulk of my work is on the computer and it's very frustrating to think that i could be doing that instead of waiting for my turn. but i guess everthing comes with a price. i dun regret joining promenade and i think i shall persevere for the last 3 weeks. if i give up now, all my efforts will be wasted. the past two months of vigourous rehersals will just vanish in a puff of smoke. it isn't worth it if i do that. i end up sleeping during promenade while waiting and in the bus and in class. plus, i think more atmosphere has been seeping into my brain daily and now i've trouble understanding math. i can't not do well. i'll just shrivel if that happens..

Labels: promenade theare, reflection

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

it's been long since i've last posted and some stuff has happened. for instance, i bought over the hill koh's "half" of the camera = me having a new camera! ok maybe i diddn't blog about the camera, well, we won 3rd for the Asian Geographic My Photojournal competition and we got like a camera but it's kinda hard to share a camera between two people. it was hillarious after they presented us the prize cause we were discussing how to cut it down the middle. typical us. today we had literature den competition and we RUSHED. LITERALLY. but it turned out nice. also, i've been staying back in school alot lately for promenade and i'm currently completely exhausted. oh yea, we went for this baking thing on monday and it was super fun. we learnt how to bake muffins and i partnered jaime. and we ended up taking AP's and arielene's batter x). and we were eating raw muffin batter. YUMMY. haha. let's hope i remember to blog REGULARLY. have been neglecting here lately. poor blog!! THAT THING BULLIED ME HAHAHAHAHA

Labels: crazy, promenade theatre, reflection

Friday, July 20, 2007

JAIME!! congrats!! ur dream came true. oh well. i'm really gonna miss u. i hope u really enjoy ur time there and always think of me? i have two more years to go.. he'll guide me through it and soon, i hope i shall be free.

Labels: reflection

Monday, July 09, 2007

we practised the whole of act II on friday!! super fun!!! i think it is gonna be damn nice. anyway after that i went for camp. and when i said those words to ma'am laava, i think i really could have cried... what i said really hit me very hard.. but after that i diddn't cry... i will miss the ma'ams.. after all they've done for us and been through with us... aaaahhhh.. i think i'll really miss them!!!! CONGRATS TO ALL OUR NEW SEC 3 MA'AMS!!!

Labels: promenade theatre, red cross

Saturday, July 07, 2007

i just got back from camp today..slept from the afternoon till abt an hour ago then went down to buy food... camp was super fun but got not enough sleep... i found out i was allergic to mud.. or maybe it's just the mud in school... who knows... tomorrow there's cat class and after that i've to rush to choir.. how nice will that be lar... oh wells... i think i'm getting sick andthe presentation is on monday... HAHAs

Labels: red cross, sick

Thursday, July 05, 2007

I think letters are fun and superly random. You start on a topic of wallets and you end up with frying head prefects(that happens with jaime).. and hair is funny, teeheehee. I learnt something today. The colour of passion fruit smoothie is yellow. so cool lor.. the fruit is red on the outside and the colour of the smootie is yellow... haha...anyway camp is tomorrow and my camp bag is empty and my uniform is still drying and none of the buttons or badges are on yet..

i think you are really carrying this overboard. it's quite obvious what your motive is and truly, i can't be bothered. When I TRY to be nice to you, you take advantage of it and when i get sick of it, you do some unknownly wierd thing....which is freaky so i'm currently gonna only take interest in pressing matters and not bother about things when not question, asked, consulted or told. This really applied in alot of aspects, but i think our friendship is the main spotlight of my decision. when you have come to terms with urself, other then continually coming to terms with me, i'll be happy to try to go back to how it could have been. But, it will take time.

Labels: reflection

Monday, July 02, 2007

that whole post has been edited out, but i still have a lot to say maybe i shall just rant personally.. much better i guess!! THANKS SO MUCH!! you noee who you are. I shall say a special prayer for you tonight! MAY ALL OF YOU BE BLESSED

Labels: reflection

went out with kodi today!! so fun lar.. and so spasticated... we were like running all over.. so funny.. and we took neos!! YIPPEEEE... lols... ribbons and hats are nice. i think i really miss the fun times of going out.... i may go into "go-out deprivation" mode... i wonder what that mode is like.. lols..mayb i'll be all shrivelled... oh no.. WRINKLES hahaha..... sounds like clothes..oh wells

anyway i was looking through my old pics and i found pics of my family when my granddad was still around.. we were like happy i guess... i remember him as being the silent type.. not very silent... but he diddn't talk much either... but he was nice... i guess i miss him sometimes... like i wonder what it'd be like if he was still alive.. would my grandma be wheel-chair bound now? maybe... maybe not. it's all GODs will. God wanted him so he went... i know God has a masterplan but it's very hard to trust in him at times.... i know that he's putting me through what i have around me now for a reason. I know that i will learn something valuable out of it and no one said learning was easy... i know that i will not be the only one learning out of this and everyone will be learning but everyone will be learning different things. i think evenone is here in this world to spread a different gift. but i guess u aren't suppose to know what that gift is, if not human nature will have a better chance at taking over our minds and we won't be able to hear God's voice in us anymore. i think once in a while we should stop and talk to God, i won't say pray cause in most prayers, we normally talk more than we listen, but in conversations, it's mostly a mutual thing.

Labels: reflection

i can't believe i'm awake so early... after a long night last night doing maths and here i am at 8.58 in the morning, blogging.... insane hours. going out with kodi later...must NOT go anywhere near tampines swimming complex.... my cousin will be there and if i see him swimming, let's just say i shan't risk sore eyes..... i noee i'm evil... what are younger cousins for if they aren't evil? he has done his fair share of evil deeds to me... oh wells.. i really don't know how to do any of my maths homework, so i may 1)resign to the fate that i may fail math this year 2)get a tuition teacher. i personally, do not like either... i can't put my third choice here due to some reasons x) youth day should be the day i get more sleep, yet now i'm in front of this box sneezing away and no one's online.... AAAHHHH help.... i think my blog is underviewed... poor thing... and the main reason is cause i don't ask people to relink me when i change add...typically me.. pigs are supposed to be lazy right? and going around asking people to relink isn't one of the top few things on a lazy pig's to-do list.... and i'm sure that i'm not the only one.... and msn is also becoming a bit boring cause i have no new people to talk to online... maybe i should sort my contacts list into the different times when people come online.. so when it's a certain time, i look at a specific group.. HAHA like THAT will ever work.... me and my nonsensical ideas are gonna go harrass the tv..

Labels: crazy, pig, studying

Sunday, July 01, 2007

cat class started today.... it was miserable.. as usual... i don't understand how people can be miserable silently... what a feat.... well i can't. i can't wait for tmr! FINALLY getting to go out... and class outing got cancelled(i think). if it really did get cancelled, i must say i'm not really surprised, but it is quite a tragedy. and i have about 4 days to camp... shall i survive? or shan't i? but this camp won't be so bad so i think the former will be the outcome.

Labels: cat class, class outing, red cross

i was sooo happy till like.. a min ago.. so YOU think YOU are gonna come back and destroy my life again? dream on. I WILL NOT live under you anymore... try MAKE me.. you will never suceed... i've had it.. after so many years... i won't run away from it anymore... you can't keep this up.. no wonder your popularity rate is as low as a coffin.... it just shows how insecure u are so why do you still continue? you think it's fun? well think again....

Labels: reflection