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    Thursday, August 30, 2007

    i really don't know why i broke down during recess today.. i guess things were getting to me. thanks hill koh for being there.. not many ppl know and not many ppl shall know cause hardly anyone reads my blog. i think i'm really flunking math. i just stared at the algebra questions and just skipped them.. my brain literally switched off.. i hope this NEVEREVER happens to me again. EVER! it was me actually going blank. it was like when i saw the questions, i suddenly felt very tired... i really don't noe why..sighs.

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    Wednesday, August 29, 2007

    got back chinese today.. well, what can i say? i passed, at least. anyway my money is dwindling badly.. due to the excessive amount of birthday presents i'm buying.. actually, it's not alot.. it's more of cost. i really need to go shopping for myself. but then again, i won't be left with anymore money huh. tommorrow are the last two exams.. math and english and once day are over..... i want to bake cookies tomorrow. i SHALL bake cookies tomorrow. and this time, i shall remember that cookies expand when baked!! teeheehee

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    Tuesday, August 28, 2007

    i've gone crazily bonkers.. who cares... history today was irrelevant. tmr is geog and science.. i haven't studied/revised for either yet.. but somehow, i'm not fretting over it. i hope everything goes well.

    i consider you a good friend so why would i want to sabo you in anyway? just trust me and follow instructions please? life is already quite difficult cause there are some who are unhappy with me planning this for you. i hope you understand. you don't need to suspect anything. nothing bad will happen.. i've told you what i can already. now it's your turn to give me your trust. kae?

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    Saturday, August 25, 2007

    parent's night was yesterday.. it was kinda boring i guess, but insightful, sort of. quite hard to hear due to the echos.. anyway i went to mass today.. literature exams is on monday... i hope i do well

    i am serious about it ok. i really cannot take it anymore. you all make things seem like they are on a INVITE ONLY basis. but i am a part too, but it doesn't seem like it. and when there's such things happening involving a whole organisation, it's really considered bullying and discrimination don't you think? just cause i'm not like you all and i don't really belong, doesn't give you the right to do this. you being heads don't see the individual characters but i do.i see what's happening. how can you expect me to tell you when YOU are the ones involved in this discrimination too. i thought you all were nice, i guess i was wrong. i see where this organisation is going too. i see the control freak ascending to power and yet, i cannot say anything about it. none of you will believe me. i know what all of you say and think about me. you don't see my reasons and i can't explain them to you cause you'll just deem them unsatisfactory and think i'm just purposely doing it. i know i'm the odd one out. i'm not like any of you. i'm just the ugly duckling who will never turn into a swan. ever.

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    Wednesday, August 22, 2007

    ok i haven't blogged in a while.. i wanna thank everyone who wished me bday wishes and for the pressies!! or those pressies which are promised to come x).. but sadly, i can't list the people cause i can't actually remember everyone and i don't wanna leave anyone out :(.. sighs... anyway have been studying with arielle, jaime, hillary koh, stephanie and sandra!! i managed to "complete" geog, history and a bit of science!! ACHEIVEMENT!! but exams are next week so i really have to finish studying.. BELIEVE IT. I STUDY.

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    Sunday, August 12, 2007

    i took evac gold yesterday.. and i passed.. sighs.. some people were really being absurd.. i must say i was too, actually i was being more crappy/high. anyway i ended up walking back to grandma's hse in the rain.. i think i lost weight from that.. it was QUITE far anyway.. anyway i dun think i blogged abt my cookies.. did i? i can't actually rmbr. anyway i baked YUMMY YUMMY cookies.. they ARE yummy.. but SOME people diddn't want them.. EVIL PPL. went for choir today and after that my parents and my aunty were crapping at the statues along the singapore river and making me take wierd pictures of them with the statues.. abit lame.. but super funny. then went to granda's hse and my other aunty came to give me a nicenice shirt. it says: I can't help being Fabulous. It just happens. TEEHEEHEE... ok the teeheehee isn't in there but yea..so frm tmr onwards i don't think i shall be online much cause rehersals shall be till 10 every night. IMUSTNOTGETSICK!!! i shall try to go online and hopefully, blog. But blogging is not foremost priority when coming online cause not much ppl read this anyway, if anyone even does read. I'm sure i'll come online after saturday. maybe saturday itself, maybe sunday, maybe monday. shall post pics too when i next blog, i hope, if i rmbr and if i upload them.

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    Thursday, August 09, 2007

    happy national day!!
    Baked chocolate chip cookies today. but i started calling it choc-chop cookies x) woke up with a fever though, hope it clears by tmr. I'm not planning on re-doing the whole evac course again, it's too tiring. i shall just sacrifice this saturday and go for evac and pass it, even if i'm still sick. things i would do.. sighs. not much of a choice i guess. i'm lucky that there isn't any rehersal till monday. nice rest for me.

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    Wednesday, August 08, 2007

    you all make it sound like it's my fault for not going but i really can't. i tried my best to be as early but i know you all still weren't happy. when i had to leave early, i know you all diddn't like it. and now i'm sick. you all must be delighted, thought i doubt u would even noee i'm sick and if u did, u wouldn't think of yourself as the cause. i noee not all of u are like that but i can see it in those who are not pleased with me. i diddn't ask for it, neither did i ask for what i am getting from u all now. you may think i deserve it, i may think otherwise. you can't say who's right or wrong, cause different people have different views. it may seem like i purposely pushed myself, and diddn't excuse myself, thus getting myself sick. but think about it, if i hadn't gone, you'd place an even bigger blame on me cause u'd say that i am free during that period of time. it's just the question on willingness.

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    left promenade early today cause i was sick.. SECOND fever this year... SHE knows who cause the first one.. jkjk.. anyway i've been in school till 10+ every night and today shall be my break from the monotony[with the exception of tmr, friday, sat and sun xp] anyway i hope i get better by saturday. i HAVE to pass my evac gold!! AAAHHHHHH....
    FEVER, FEVER GO AWAY! COME AGAIN ANOTHER DAY!! FRANCESCA WANTS TO PLAY FEVER, FEVER GO AWAY!!!

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    Wednesday, August 01, 2007

    The Lady of Shalot

    On either side the river lie
    Long fields of barley and of rye,
    That clothe the wold and meet the sky;
    And through the field the road run by
    To many-tower'd Camelot;
    And up and down the people go,
    Gazing where the lilies blow
    Round an island there below,
    The island of Shalott.

    Willows whiten, aspens quiver,
    Little breezes dusk and shiver
    Through the wave that runs for ever
    By the island in the river
    Flowing down to Camelot.
    Four grey walls, and four grey towers,
    Overlook a space of flowers,
    And the silent isle imbowers
    The Lady of Shalott.

    Only reapers, reaping early,
    In among the beared barley
    Hear a song that echoes cheerly
    From the river winding clearly;
    Down to tower'd Camelot;
    And by the moon the reaper weary,
    Piling sheaves in uplands airy,
    Listening, whispers, " 'Tis the fairy
    The Lady of Shalott."

    There she weaves by night and day
    A magic web with colours gay.
    She has heard a whisper say,
    A curse is on her if she stay
    To look down to Camelot.
    She knows not what the curse may be,
    And so she weaveth steadily,
    And little other care heat she,
    The Lady of Shalott.

    And moving through a mirror clear
    That hangs before her all the year,
    Shadows of the world appear.
    There she sees the highway near
    Winding down to Camelot;
    There the river eddy whirls,
    And there the surly village churls,
    And the red cloaks of market girls
    Pass onward from Shalott.

    Sometimes a troop of damsels glad,
    An abbot on an ambling pad,
    Sometimes a curly shepherd lad,
    Or long-hair'd page in crimson clad
    Goes by to tower'd Camelot;
    And sometimes through the mirror blue
    The knights come riding two and two.
    She hath no loyal Knight and true,
    The Lady of Shalott.

    But in her web she still delights
    To weave the mirror's magic sights,
    For often through the silent nights
    A funeral, with plumes and lights
    And music, went to Camelot;
    Or when the Moon was overhead,
    Came two young lovers lately wed.
    "I am half sick of shadows," said
    The Lady of Shalott.

    A bow-shot from her bower-eaves,
    He rode between the barley sheaves,
    The sun came dazzling thro' the leaves,
    And flamed upon the brazen greaves
    Of bold Sir Lancelot.
    A red-cross knight for ever kneel'd
    To a lady in his shield,
    That sparkled on the yellow field,
    Beside remote Shalott.

    The gemmy bridle glitter'd free,
    Like to some branch of stars we see
    Hung in the golden Galaxy.
    The bridle bells rang merrily
    As he rode down to Camelot:
    And from his blazon'd baldric slung
    A mighty silver bugle hung,
    And as he rode his armor rung
    Beside remote Shalott.

    All in the blue unclouded weather
    Thick-jewell'd shone the saddle-leather,
    The helmet and the helmet-feather
    Burn'd like one burning flame together,
    As he rode down to Camelot.
    As often thro' the purple night,
    Below the starry clusters bright,
    Some bearded meteor, burning bright,
    Moves over still Shalott.

    His broad clear brow in sunlight glow'd;
    On burnish'd hooves his war-horse trode;
    From underneath his helmet flow'd
    His coal-black curls as on he rode,
    As he rode down to Camelot.
    From the bank and from the river
    He flashed into the crystal mirror,
    "Tirra lirra," by the river
    Sang Sir Lancelot.

    She left the web, she left the loom,
    She made three paces through the room,
    She saw the helmet and the plume,
    She look'd down to Camelot.
    Out flew the web and floated wide;
    The mirror crack'd from side to side;
    "The curse is come upon me," cried
    The Lady of Shalott.

    In the stormy east-wind straining,
    The pale yellow woods were waning,
    The broad stream in his banks complaining.
    Heavily the low sky raining
    Over tower'd Camelot;
    Down she came and found a boat
    Beneath a willow left afloat,
    And around about the prow she wrote
    The Lady of Shalott.

    And down the river's dim expanse
    Like some bold seer in a trance,
    Seeing all his own mischance --
    With a glassy countenance
    Did she look to Camelot.
    And at the closing of the day
    She loosed the chain, and down she lay;
    The broad stream bore her far away,
    Lady of Shalott.

    Lying, robed in snowy white
    That loosely flew to left and right --
    The leaves upon her falling light --
    Thro' the noises of the night,
    She floated down to Camelot:
    And as the boat-head wound along
    The willowy hills and fields among,
    They heard her singing her last song,
    The Lady of Shalott.

    Heard a carol, mournful, holy,
    Chanted loudly, chanted lowly,
    Till her blood was frozen slowly,
    And her eyes were darkened wholly,
    Turn'd to tower'd Camelot.
    For ere she reach'd upon the tide
    The first house by the water-side,
    Singing in her song she died,
    The Lady of Shalott.

    Under tower and balcony,
    By garden-wall and gallery,
    A gleaming shape she floated by,
    Dead-pale between the houses high,
    Silent into Camelot.
    Out upon the wharfs they came,
    and Burgher, Lord and Dame,
    And around the prow they read her name,
    The Lady of Shalott.

    Who is this? And what is here?
    And in the lighted palace near
    Died the sound of royal cheer;
    And they crossed themselves for fear,
    All the Knights at Camelot;
    But Lancelot mused a little space
    He said, "She has a lovely face; The Lady of Shalott."

    i did this poem two years ago. still love it. i haven't had the chance to read it for a long time already. it brings back fond memories. hope you enjoy this poem too.

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