Paranoia;

Monday, June 30, 2008

met aaron mama in the bus this morning! There was a pushing factor for me to have gotten off the first bus. A very big one, at that fact. But no, it wasn't to see Aaron. Anyway got to school and we had retreat. I think I gained alot from this retreat. I realised I haven't really been talking to elizabeth as much as we used to and I'm determined to change that. We had like "reconciliation" with friends we haven't talked to, fought with and all. So i went to hug her. I really hope we can be close again. Especially since we are batchmates and all. Hillary too. I went to hug her. For all the times we quarelled, we always seem able to make it up and there's something there I really don't want to lose. Then Ithought about all the other things that has happened in my life and realised how many things I buried deep down, refusing to look at it, remember it. But I guess, slowly, in time, I'll have to. I realised how much God has done for me, but yet I let him done time and time again, consciously. Anyway, alot of things have been piling up, but I know that with God's grace, all shall be right. To all my Red Cross Sec 3 2008 Batchmates, We shall strive and we shall acheive, no matter how hard the going gets, as long as we have each other, nothing can be too hard for us. We will show them what we are made of.

Labels: reflection

Friday, June 27, 2008

OH GOSH. i changed my braces colour today again. no it's PURPLE on top and GREEN on the bottom! BARNEY COLOURS! oh i think i didn't blog about my previous ones.. BLUE on top and YELLOW on the bottom! don't think i'm gonna try alternating.

Labels: braces

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

BORED so i raked up a past quiz... BAAAHHH

EIGHTlast
8. last cigarette: NEVER
7. last beverage: WATER.. AHHHH
6. last phone call: erm.. ashley.
5. last text message: gerald
3. last BUBBLE bath: AAHHHH
2. last time you cried: i think it was like 2 days ago.. or 3.
1. last time you hugged someone: oh gosh.. i can't remember. I NEED HUGS.

SEVEN have you's:
7. have you ever dated someone twice?: YES!! HAHA.
6. Do you believe in love at firstsight?: OF COURSE. but maybe it's an infatuation.
5.missing?: not really.
4. have you ever fallen in love?: UH-UH
3. have you ever lost someone?: YES.
2. have you ever been depressed?: NOPE.
1. have you ever had a heartbreak?: i don't consider stuff shatteringly heartbreaking
SIX things you did in the past threedays:
6. Went to school:OH YES.
5. Went to work: YES IN SCHOOL.
4. Colored: MY FOOLSCAP
3. Got drunk: NOPE.
2. Slept: uh-huh. last night.
1. Hurt yourself?: NOPE.
Made a new friend: uh.. YAH.
Laughed until you cried?: NOT REALLY.. ADVENTURES OF ASTRO AND THE TREE!
Went out behind your parents back: uh-uh
Met someone who changed your life: NOT REALLY
Gotten close to someone: ABIT?
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF..
1. Love: ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL.
2. Gay marriage?: It depends if it is a choice or a necessity
3. Lowering the drinking age?: NO.
ABOUT YOU:
4. Str8, Gay, Bi?, Les, Butch,Passive: STRAIGHT.
5. Who is the best hugger that you know?: MY PIG.
6. Do you believe in love at firstsight?: UHHUH
7.Is there something you want to tell someone?: UH-UH
8. what kinda shirt are you wearing?: WHITE!
9. How many kids do you want to have?: not sure..
10. Do you have a good relationshipwith your parent(s): UHHUH
11. Do you want to change your name?: NO
12. What did you do for your last birthday?: FAMILY!
13. What time did you wake up today?: 5.45am
14. What were you doing at midnight?: ON THE PHONE
15. Name something you CANNOT wait to do? SLEEP
16. Last time you saw your father?: NOW
17. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life?: nothing really.
18. Which hand do you like better?: I LOVE BOTH
19.What are you listening to right now?: BONES
21. Have you ever talked about someone behind their back?: UHHUH
22. What's the last piece of clothingyou borrowed from anyone?: UHHH...
23. Who's getting on your nerves right now?: UHHHH...
24. Most visited webpage?: yahoo
25. Coke or Pepsi?: coke
26. Do you have a crush?: UHHHHH
27. Have you kissed or been kissed by anyone in the past week?: UH-UH
28. Do you disagree with a lot ofthings going on in the world?: UHHUH
29. Do you think there's some models/people out there that shouldgain a couple pounds?: YES
30. Do you enjoy your friendship withyour friends?: YES
people to do this ::whoever!!

Labels: test

school's started. i totally slept the whole day today.. was feeling so damn sick. yesterday was more fun.. oh well.. SCHOOL. what can i say.. on another side, things are getting awry... who'd have known things would have turned out like that. if i had known, i wouldn't have even let this start in the first place. IF. human nature's so full of ifs. why can't we learn to accept and learn. i think accept and learn is better than IF. IF sounds so constipated. like you wanna say something but you stop short. oh well..

Labels: school

Thursday, June 19, 2008

back from ULP like on monday! but hadn't had the time to post till now.. will really miss ULP, especially CHARLIE 1. it was such a great 4 days/3 nights and i'm sure alot of us wouldn't mind doing it once again in our same groups. As for my school's training camp before that, all i can say is this (it's meant for certain people) : you all don't realise what your seniors have done for you. have you tried opening your eyes and looking around to see how nice they are already? how far do you want to push them?

i guess that's all i feel like saying for now. anyway school starts next week and i have yet to have even done half of my homework so i shall end here and leave you all with pictures.

C1: charlie, chillie, champions!

the bai kahs!

Labels: camp, pictures x)

Monday, June 09, 2008

i'm so bored. i'll be at camp from wed to next mon. so MISS ME K. :D

sometimes in life, things don't go the way you want it. i don't want to let go, but i have to. no matter how much it hurts me. you think it's easy? well it's not.

Labels: reflection, UPDATE

Thursday, June 05, 2008

my homework's not completed, i'll be at camp next week and then school starts. how lovely my life is. i shall go back to watching WHEEL OF FORTUNE.

p.s. REFER TO THE POST BEFORE THE PREVIOUS POST. I FURTHER EDITED IT

Labels: UPDATE

Monday, June 02, 2008

this delegate of nepal would like to refer everyone to a post by the delegate of south korea, which futher supports the scandalous-ness of GA1
http://marasme.livejournal.com/8839.html#cutid1

Labels: RMUN