Paranoia;

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

dissected a sheep's heart today! absolutely fantabulous! HAHAHA! oh gosh.. i had to present chapter 14 for lit today. luckily, she went through it after i was done, if not the whole class would have just failed that chapter. anyway i'm having trouble uploading the rest of the vids on to blogger. shall try another day. hahahaha. and photobucket is taking super long. it's been about an hour and i've only done uploading 48 out of 153 pics. how FAST is THAT. RAWWWRRR

Labels: UPDATE

Monday, July 28, 2008

what if things crash down on me. why cant someone understand. it isnt easy but yet, the expectation is there. i try my best and yet, it just isnt enough. sometimes, i just want to go back to the way i was in primary school. everything was so simple. so pre-planned. but yet, challenges have a way of wraping you in, engulfing you with each step you take and when at last, you want to get out, you are just to entangled that you just have to carry on, have to persevere..

Labels: reflection

you think it's so easy to find a school to combine with? have you even taken a LOOK at your unit size, capability and strength? you dont just combine with any school which you have friends in you know. unless you just want to let your school's name go to shame, you'd think twice. shooting your mouth of about me choosing schools without understanding reasons is just jumping to conclusions. and sometimes, people are nice if you are nice to them. have you ever tried being nice?

Saturday, July 26, 2008

gosh.. haven't blogged in a while.. let's see what's new... i changed my braces colour yesterday! now it's blue on top and grey on the bottom. Last month was purple on top and green on the bottom! hahahaha. Ok i shall start uploading RMUN FASHION PARADE videos! i know it's reallyreally late, but i really cant help it. XD Oh and i'm not sure which vid came from which school/delegation, so anyone with ANY idea, please inform me! so i can name the vids aprpriately. Been trying to upload them to like Youtube but to no avail. The uploader there keeps hanging on me. Other than this one, i still have 3 more left to upload, but i think i shall upload them 1 at a time cause they take really long...

edit! the video is of the delegation of france, RGS

RMUN FASION PARADE VIDEO 1 of 4

Labels: braces, RMUN

Friday, July 18, 2008

CAC tomorrow. sigh.. so many things, so little time. time's really FLYING by and so many things remain undone. Tomorrow's another weekend and soon, it'd be the beginning to another week. and before you know it, 2009. sigh. AGEING with every year that passes, MATURING with every experience gone through, LEARNING with each mistake made.

Labels: UPDATE

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

The fear builds up.
Rising and falling,
Slowly devouring me bit by bit.
What if I screw up?
What if i don't do enough?
What if...
Expect the unexpected.
I don't expect it,
I feel it's prescence.
Why me?
I didn't deserve it.
I really didn't.
Out of all those faces,
Each telling it's own story,
Why can't mine be the one with the strength to face this?
Why does it have to be this way?
Why must this happen?
Just take it if you want it,
It was what you wanted, hungered and betrayed for anyway.
Just don't bother me about it anymore,
And leave me to live in my past.

Monday, July 14, 2008

Farewell Camp on Saturday. I miss all my seniors already. DREADING thrusday's training. Can you imagine what it would be like? I really do not want to even try. Sigh. Things haven't been smooth going. Been sick since last Tuesday. Couldn't sing during choir. AT ALL. Just sat there and stoned. Oh well, talked to jaime last night. SHE OFFICIALLY COUNTS ______'s and _____'s asses to sleep. HAHAHA. JAIMEJAIME! TSKTSKTSK!

"True friends last forever"

Labels: red cross, sick, UPDATE

Monday, July 07, 2008

GA1 MEETING TODAY. though i think it was actually open to everyone. I think I really miss RMUN 2008. We celebrated Liki's birthday there.. amongst the sand and water. Hahaha. And everyone got dunked into the sea.. Oh well.. sigh... Today is really trip down memory lane day. I went to ULP 2008 forum and read the stuff.. i really miss the people there too and the experiences.. Sigh.. the good things really pass to fast.. Like with a blink of an eye it's aready July.. AND WHOEVER HAS PICS RELATING TO ANY OF THESE, PLEASEPLEASE SEND THEM TO ME! THANK YOU

Labels: red cross, RMUN

Saturday, July 05, 2008

went to study on friday at bishan. It was wierd in some ways.. oh well.. AT LEAST I GOT MY LOLIPOP! Had fellowship night today.. Gosh, i thought mass would last forever. but it didn't. anyway i still have to go for mass again tomorrow. and then choir.. i need beauty sleep. SERIOUSLY.

Labels: UPDATE