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    Wednesday, October 29, 2008

    utterly tired. school's out in TWO MORE DAYS ((: I ABSOLUTELY CANNOT WAIT. ok i have something to vent.
    You know, even though we are your seniors, we are NOT required to give you ANY FORM of extra training what so ever. we could just throw notes at you and ask you to "go figure". but instead, we TIRELESSLY stay back after school EVERYDAY to train you all and not only do we get a word of "thanks", we get SHIT thrown at us. yes, there may be some fun times during the training, but have you realised the load of crap you give us is muchmuch more? take for example, yesterday. we asked you to follow us to put the stuff down, but NO ONE came. and we ended up finding the stuff ON TOP OF A FREAKING CUPBOARD OUTSIDE THE ROOM. another example. today, you all were late. and instead of ADMITTING, we had to listen to you all try to think up of LAME EXCUSES IN FRONT OF OUR FACES. we aren't very deaf you know. YET ANOTHER EXAMPLE, after training, we had to wait for you all to leave and you all came up to us and "asked" us (i wouldnt exactly use the word "ask" in all it's meaning cause the way you all said it was like you all were demanding us) if we could have one of the accreds on friday, complaining that you all had "TOO MUCH TO STUDY". FOR YOUR INFORMATION, WE HAVE TO STUDY TOO and MUCH MORE THAN YOU. we're sec 4 next yr and yet we still stay back. no doubt it is the holidays, but this is a crucial period for us to catch up on our work and we too have to study for the accreds cause YOU ALL ARENT THE ONLY ONES TAKING THE ACCREDS. if any of you read this post, which i highly doubt, maybe you'll finally see how much your seniors sacrifice for you all.
    Arguing
    Bargaining, Bullshitting
    Complaining
    Dilly-dallying, Dragging
    Excuses
    ok. on a LIGHTER NOTE, my water heater just started smoking. ok that wasnt very light. but YAH. i was bathing half way and stuff inside started bursting and the freaking thing started smoking like a chimney. i am thus condemned to bathing with cold water for the next few days. :l i'm gonna die in the mornings, especially since these past few days have been reasonably chilly and i've been relying on the studpid heater to provide me with hot water every morning. well, i musnt complain, at least i dont have to draw water from a well like those village people do. and i should count my blessings and thank God cause though the heater blew half way through my bath, it blew when i had turned off the water to get the soap. so i didnt get electricuted. oh well..
    A blessing in disguise...

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    Monday, October 27, 2008

    omg. church retreat today was AWESOME. everything's just unexplainable. God works in wonderous ways. they made the con 1s write letters to us! i read mine and i nearly cried! the thought behind it was just so sweet. like your juniors are praying for you as you undergo your confirmation. after retreat, i went for dinner with cheyenne, becky and maria. michelle couldn't dinner with us! i'm seriously gonna miss these ppl once confirmation is over and cat class totally stops. i cant imagine sundays without these people! i can't imagine sundays without cat class! i know it sounds crazy, but now, as confirmation approaches, i suddenly WANT cat class. all those friendships forged, the memories, the fun times. I MISS IT ALL... :( i dont want this to end.

    Nothing is impossible for God

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    Sunday, October 26, 2008

    courtney's confirmation today! (well, it was marc's too) at Holy Cross! then rushed back to church for retreat. the retreat was awesome (apart from the ____). i think everyone cried at some point or another and everyone went high at the last song. i miss retreat! second day tmr! shall sleep early so i can be fully energised to praise Him tomorrow!
    Saviour,
    he can move the mountains.
    My God is mighty to save,
    He is mighty to save.
    Forever,
    Author of salvation.
    He has conquered the grave,
    Jesus conquered the grave.

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    Wednesday, October 22, 2008

    ok posting what happened on monday as it has been specially requested by miin. let's see. actually, i should start from sunday night. I called miin at night and then she called GUY X for a conference call, in which i kept silent for about the first 15 minutes. here's the funny part. (BTW, I SHALL NOT MENTION THE GUYS NAME IN CASE I GET SHOWERED MERCILESSLY WITH WHACKS FROM MIIN AGAIN.)

    GUY X and Miin: *chatting away happily for about 15 minutes*
    Me: *interupts half way with a comment*
    Me and Miin: *start laughing uncontrollably*
    GUY X: huh? *silence* You pranked me!

    ok it doesnt seem so funny when typed out, but in that context, it was. So anyway on sunday night, after that phone call, me and miin decided to meet on monday. (AND I HAD TO WAIT FOR HER) so after i met her, we went to lunch and since SOMEONE knew that GUY X was watching a movie and we found out where he was, we went to WISMA (AGAIN). So anyway this is what happened!

    while eating lunch....
    Miin calls him: I cant find francesca! she's not picking up her phone!
    (during that time, i was smsing him!)
    GUY X: Call or sms her (he was in a movie! I dont understand how he could have picked up.)
    Miin: I tried! she didnt pick up!

    After that, we tried chain-calling GUY X, which annoyed him such that he rejected all the calls. so anyway WE *AHEM* decided to wait for him outside the cinema.

    we were sitting at macs...
    I call him: I can't find miin! anyway i'm waiting for you at macs! where are you? Oh i see you! i'm right in front of you!
    GUY X: where are you?!
    Me: in front of your face!
    GUY X: Where!
    Me: HERE!

    and then he finally finds me. So when he walked up to the table we were sitting at, i was like...
    Me: I CANT FIND MIIN!
    and then me and miin fall into heaps of laughter, after which we started hi-five-ing cause we managed to prank him twice in two days! he was just speechless! OH WELL. at least it was funny at that moment! and memories last a lifetime!
    OH SOMETHING ELSE HAPPENED THAT DAY!
    Miin had like this box of guides cookies that day. so like while we were waiting for the train to orchard, she saw her friend and she SCREAMED their names, asking them to buy guides cookies. I JUST WANTED TO BURY MYSELF 10-FEET UNDERGROUND. (I HOPE YOU READ THIS MIIN! GUIDES ARE EMBARASSING!) oh and also cause her cookies were "SO HEAVY" (actually they were luh), after she met GUY X, she was like " OMG he is SUCH a GENTLEMAN." after which, he was like " DO YOU NEED HELP?" and she was like " YES" so anyway she offered him a box of cookies, asking him to choose between chocolate or mint. I, being ABSOLUTELY NICE, decided to help him decide! so i was like "CHOOSE MIIN! CHOOSE MIIN!" HAHAHAHAHA. IT WAS HILLARIOUS. but i got whacked for that. MERCILESS CREATURE. AFTER 12 YEARS, I AM STILL NOT ENTITLED TO MAKE SUCH JOKES. (not the pun of her name, but the implications of what i was saying) OH WELLLLLL. did i add that a (INSERT SCHOOL NAME HERE) guy was flirting with miin outside the cinema while we were waiting for GUY X! he should have known the context in which we were there! then maybe he would have realised he didnt stand a chance! HAHA

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    Monday, October 20, 2008

    YOUTH RALLY on sat! it was AWESOMENESS. oh gosh i tok so many pics and it gave me a total new meaning to P & W. i miss all the songs and all in praising God and though we had our fun times, it was actually spiritually fun. it's like i finally realise what aunty martina meant by "going high on the spirit". oh well, confirmations are all coming up and i guess it's time we start taking our faith as our own personal responsibility and nuture it in the way we want to and grow closer to God.

    God is good, all the time. He put a song of praise in this heart of mine.

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    Friday, October 17, 2008

    more results today. luckily, i didnt fail anything else, miraculously passing e math, a math AND physics. however, chem was disappointing, though the paper was tough (to me). Bio was the only miserable, pathetic A i got, thus showing my incompetence in the field of exams. GAAAAHHHH. the yellow skirt from yesterday didnt cheer me up much so i resorted to a mcflurry on the way home, which i guess helped a tinsy winsy bit. need a super cheering up, though i think i would be fine in approximately 18 hours.

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    Thursday, October 16, 2008

    got back some results today. seriously think i'm totally useless now. just passed SS, totally flunked geog, b3 for english, which is so totally unacceptable, and i think i passed chinese, which is so NOT good. and if that doesnt prove that i'm a failure, i dont know what does. got so distressd that i went to wisma with court and sandra and bought a yellow skirt from Cotton On. yellow is cheery, hopefully staring at it long enough will make me feel the same way...

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    Wednesday, October 15, 2008

    i just utterly wasted my time in school today. all we had was one SPA briefing, which ran over-time, thus causing teachers to arrnage days for us to stay back AFTER school for it. Then the talk about our job attachments and then some talk after recess. i'm sorry to whoever thought it was actually fruitful for them, but to me, i think i just wasted like 6 hours of my life. ah well. but the reaction to my hair was interesting. the first person to see me in school this morning was courtney kheng. this is what happened:
    (creeps up behind me to scare me as i was walking into school)
    Courtney:BOO!
    (I turn around)
    Courtney: AHHHH! OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.

    HAHAHA! and she wanted to scare me. it did not, absolutely DID NOT, work. she got scared instead. Dont get me wrong. my new hair cut DOES NOT make me look scary whatsoever in any way. i think it was just cause she didnt expect it.

    Getting back results tomorrow. If i'm not alive by the end of the day, you know why. Though we arent getting the science papers tomorrow. BAAAHHHH

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    Sunday, October 12, 2008

    i can't decide if i'm getting too much me-time or an insufficient amount of it. things have slowly, but surely, started crashing down on me and the feeling is really not, in the very least, enjoyable. things have started having new importance in my life and friends i once thought were there are just slowly disappearing. i just cant help wonder what a person really lives for. in the end, you still do die and you cant actually carry friendships over cause you might die either after or before your friend and thus by the time you are "reunited" would have done and accomplished much more things, leaving little ground left as a communication platform. material stuff we work for now cant be carried over too. so you work so hard now for material stuff, not knowing if you might die the next day, thus letting your efforts go to waste. :l being seriously pessimistic now. maybe it's just repaying the "pessimism debt" like repaying oxygen debt from over collection of lactic acid. or maybe it's just me pmsing. well, i am so gonna regret it once this phase is over, if it does end, cause i've already done things the optimism in me would really regret.

    the sadest people in the world are clowns.

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    Saturday, October 11, 2008

    The nightmare's finally over, for now

    Exams are done, it's time for fun. I WISH.
    In primary school, it'd be like total bliss to be able to say "Exams are over! YAY!" Now it's just, "Exams are over. Yay." I've realised that during the exam period, whenever my parents asked me how was the paper on that day, I would answer either one of two standard answers, being- "Dont ask" or "Really, dont ask" It's never "GREAT!" or "Quite fine" it's "Dont ask" drawing a parallel to some expected doom. The optimism of exam time has drained out of me over the years. Maybe it's just part of the aging process, as the chemicals in the atmosphere very slowly, bit by bit, over a lifetime (literally), eat out your insides. Till finally, you die. Ahhh, what sheer bliss that would be, to be relieved from this life of utter ________. That's how you describe life. With a blank space.

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    Wednesday, October 08, 2008

    literature exam today. just physics and A math left and the nightmare would be finally over for now.. oh well, what else can i say?

    As a human being, power is many a very tempting thing. but yet, when you have it, you dont really want it, when you dont have it, it looks like the rose among the thorns and when you lose it, you see it slipping away from your eyes and when you try to grab unto it, it just slips away and that's when you become power-hungry.

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