i would never ever complain about my seniors... i would respect them and accept what they hand to me, no matter punishments or rewards. i would keep my unhappiness to myself and i would never tell a higher authority, as acceptance and perseverance no matter what the circumstance is what encompasses discipline and respect for my seniors. this is how i've been trained, this is what i expected when i took over, as this is the kind of respect and authority i gave to my seniors. but yet... all i see around me now is people trying to change traditions. people who complain when the going gets too tough for them, people who do not dare face those which they ever-willingly complain about. we are open to any problems you might have, especially if they concern us, backstabbing is not the right way. we respect you but yet, you do not even give us the least amount of respect. you see us in the corridor and you stare at the floor, as if gold were scattered there. you might not think what you did is considered backstabbing, but how would you feel if you were us. you just cut into our meeting, with no regard for things more important than your childish wimps. if your juniors in the future treat you like that, all i would do is laugh and say, god is truly great. if you try and see things from our point of view, you'd realise how much disrespect there was in that simple complaint. i see around me a bunch of people afraid once the road gets even a bit rocky. i see a bunch of people who are unwilling to pay the price for their mistakes and would rather choose to take the easy way out by complaining. all i see are a bunch of cowards.
Labels: reflection
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
cry till the tears don't seem to matter anymore.
Monday, January 12, 2009
just came back from running with dianah... feel super recharged now.. ran about 6/7 rounds around the park near our house... there was this really crazy guy who was just sprinting.. i think he sprinted like 10 rounds luh... i did 20 sit ups, 20 crunches and 10 pushups (it's considered super good alr luh!) oh gosh.. chem test is tomorrow... AAAAAHHHHH!
Labels: UPDATE
the weekend was just like... oh well, i'm not gonna talk about it here, though i think many people know about it alr. quoting zac, "telling herman is like telling the whole world". anyway i have officially (well almost) decided to drop geog. like seriously. so now i'll have 9-1 = 8 subjects! though i know it's relatively risky cause i wont have any other humans to fall back on if i dont do well for ss/lit, but it's better than using up brain cells studying geog. brain cells are really precious (well at least for me they are).... O's results for 2008 were out today... reality is checking in on me and i realise how close i actually am to MY own O's... it's completely nuts luh.. must start studying hard. so anyway congrats to those who did well! and for those who did not do as well as they hoped, it not the end of the world, everything happens for a bigger, ultimate reason! :D
Labels: UPDATE
Friday, January 09, 2009
oh gosh... got stuff to post about, but this place is DANGEROUS!!! never know who might rrreeeeaaaadddd.... oh well, today was awesome.. though awesome doesnt do today justice. oh gosh.. but i felt kinda guilty luh... like seriously. trying to find somewhere to upload pics where it's safe.. maybe fb... oh gosh... 091208 :)))
Labels: UPDATE
Monday, January 05, 2009
oh gosh.. i haven't blogged in few days. did games for sec 1 orientation on friday. reached home like super duper late... like 9.30... but overall was super fun! but super tiring too... had to go back to school on saturday again to do first aid for house games for sec 1 orientation (lucky buggers got an overnight camp!) spent my sunday STUDYING (well at least an hour of it! i'm TRYING VERY HARD ALR) and went to CHIJMES today to help out with the sec 1 orientation learning journey, once again, tiring but FUN! XD going to CHIJMES again tomorrow to help out learning journey again!
Labels: school
Thursday, January 01, 2009
oh gosh.. school starts TOMORROW. at least i'm getting off easy tomorrow... gonna be on shift for first aid till 11.30 then i'll start helping with the games... but monday will be the day of truth i guess. I've promised myself to start hardcore studying from monday, though I doubt I'd hold true to my word... well not a 100 percent that's for sure. once school starts, i'll only be free like one day a week... i'm gonna a total no-life luh! how absolutely horrifying. anyway, i'm like looking for people to study with me like every wednesday... maybe form a study group or something. a SERIOUS one. i'm welcome to ANYONE, as long as you are SERIOUS. (but obviously not so hardcore until like not even talk for like 5 mins...) yepp.... so anyone interested, tell me on my taggy k!
Labels: school, studying